Two Worlds But Only One Person

18 years Vs 4 years !

It has been 4 years that i escaped from the other side of the worlds. What I'm trying ti say is The World that I used to live in Cambodia and the World that I'm getting use to in US.

I have been living in the different situations in Cambodia, surround by people who always judge each other,, jealous,,revenge,,lie,,and look down.

Well, I dont mean, i m from the difficult family, but U know what I mean, people in Cambodia,, are comparing each other,,and talk about other people.

I imagine that What if right now Im in cambodia,, who would I be??
I feel much better when I live in USA, I feel safe and far from people's word.
I feel better and quiet.
I m trying to be myself.

I do what I want, I learn what i see.

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I heard a lot of thing from Cambodia, About,, this family married to this rich family.

oh that daughter now,, will marry to this guy from the other family..
Rich Rich?? money,, Power???? Rank! Star?? CAR<,


it drives me crazy, when i hear about this shit!

I know,, what people think in Cambodia.

I dont know what to say,but i feel abit upset,,and stress.

My parents want me to go back! and help my dad,,u know what I mean...
I really want to help my dad, but sometime,, I feel that,, this is me,, who I am

I dont care about money,, Fame,,Power!
I want my simple life! i dont care who rides what,,and wears what???

Arrange marriage ! OMG!,, For family face! match up..

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but well,, m lucky! my parents let me be myself,,and they wanna see me happy,, Thank Dad and mom!

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I fear one thing! I might turn into another person,,and someone I dont wanna be!
If m going back! I forget everything and take the next step in Cambodia,,!

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I made one mistake before,, I won make it again,,,I won forget who i am now..

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I KNOW someone can stop me from becoming this evil!

Only her! I know,, she can stop me,,

The power of her love! change me.

I will never let her down,,I will never break her heart

Luv u,,:D

I will be ur Wednesday old man forever! :D

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Mr. Wednesday Has Something to say Today :D

About US
-It has been 2 weeks for us, but I have a feel like we have known each other for 2 years. Recently, I spend most of my time to see her and help her with school work.
Sometime I manage to drop her to school in case the weather is cold and it is not safe for her to ride a bike. I spend time with her every Wednesday :D and we always go to study at the library first because i need to help her with her computer home work. The reason why i help her with the home work of her computer class, i want her to have time to pay attention with her English and other classes.
The day we found love was October 16th, You know what! it was lame and I know! I confessed to her while we were stuck in the middle of traffic jam on the 405 Freeway.
It doesn't sound romantic to you guy but for me, it was WOW! i never tried this before.
It became Officially and We will celebrate next month November 16th which is Sunday.
I can't tell what is it yet :D

About Me

After suffering the Deep depression last 2 years, I told myself that I m not looking for lover anymore within these 2 years.
I was emo, and unstable kid. I went out to random and different girls. I didn't know what I want and what I have become.
I was confused and didn't know who am I.

Until these days, I realized that someone has shown me the way, and told me who i am.
I was scared about my self from becoming someone else.
I was worry about my dark side (evil)

However, she told me and clearly changed me to the new guy.
I never thought i could be like this. I tried to change but I can't do it.

I have noticed that I became more mature and stable. I'm more open and do everything step by step.

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She is 18 years old, and I feel like she is the same as my age.
I treat her like mature and she really understand me well that i expect.
She gives me time and she gives me hope.

She reflects myself and tell me this is who i wanna be. I am proud and happy to have her.

Today, i didn't know I m totally changing to a new guy. I stop being jealous alot, I stop being control freak.

I let her express and we learn about each other.

I feel safe with her, and I trust her well.

I give her alot of respect to her family and friends.

I respect and do what she wants.

And I didn't ask for anything and She Also didn't ask me to do anything.

So cool! I dont even explain her to know what i want. but she can learn about me like i understand her feeling.

I knew that this is't my first love. but this love changes me alot .

---------------------Thank you--------Thank you------------------------------------

I love you--- :D

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Tomorrow I will go to the airport to pick my mom up at 3 pm. I cant wait to see her, I will cry when i see her.
I miss her so much. :D

I will go back to school next semester 2009.
I cant wait to get busy with school work.
I will take 12 units as full time student. also I still look for a job but Which come first I take.
I have to study first.
I will take accounting class, English 1, and Computer classes.
Heang will help me with English 1 because I haven't studied for 7 months. My English is really going down.
Accounting I still need her help. But my two computer classes :D no problem.

I know i will be busy cause I will share most of my time with my mom while she will stay her for 3 months.

Anyway, Wednesday is still the day me and heang see each other.
:D

So, I have CG now, I have my love one, I have my school work back on track, and I just need a new job for my experience. :D

I m happy now, Live my life :D

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Let it Be, Stop thinking something that is not going to happen.

I m so worry now, I dont know m thinking, but I'm worry...damn it!

Hai! Hai!

Good Day LA, Happy LB, sunny in Santa Ana :D AMC Rock!

Last night, I went to late after spending sometime to chat on MSN and I knew that I had to get up early morning to go to LA.
I got up at 7:30 AM and I had to get myself ready to go to the interview in LA at 11 AM.
I arrived the building at 9:30 am , and I spent time to stay at the little mall in front of the federal build. Then, I got into the building at 10 AM but I had to pass the security check point. They asked me to take off my belt and my ring lolz, but I had to try to get in and out two or times. They still asked me to check what in my wallet.

Skip that part! so long, Then, my appointment was at 11 am but they asked me to get in early. I guess the interviewer need to get off to lunch break really fast.

It was about 15 min I came out and I had to fill out the application form for SSS, Selective Service ...something ?? about army stuff.

I came back every happy and surprise, I called my sister at work to tell good news, and I had to join the interview skill work shop at LAC at noon. I didn't go because I was hungry lolz..

I went to Santa Ana instead and I wanted eat Koung! but that place was closed.

And then I decided to eat Phoe! lolz,,,

I was so full with a large bowl of Phor! then we went to The Block,,just walked around to make my bell small lolz,,and

Watched the movie " Nick and Norah infinite playlist"

Haa haa haa! so long activities today,,and came pick up my sister and went back home :D

I m happy, everything is done,, and I just wanna go to bed now,, i gotta get up early again to attend the Job fair at LBCC.

Then, got to go to library at Cerritos.

Good night the one who read my blog, and my eyes are burn now,,Santa Ana wind lolz dried my eyes.

Good dream and see u tomorrow

Piseth

I do this if u say u love me lolz

I Will do like these crazy guys in the Video if U dare to break my hearT lolz, jk,,,
Maybe if one day, u decide to love me??? I will be happy and drive like these video Lol using my Accord lolz...

Watch these videos lolz

10,000 Pennies

Hai, so lame, and stupid today I didn;t know what i was thinking about. I was feeling nothing in my head in my mind. I didn't know what was wrong.

This morning I went to work and my boss asked me to redeem the penny for her.
So, there were 3 heavy bags that contained thousand coins and i carried it out of my car to Stater Bro super market where the cash coin machine at.

Before I entered the main door, i accidentally dropped one of the coin bag on the ground. Suddenly, all the pennies fell out of the bag and spreading over the place in front of the main busy door. Imagine this, if there was only a few coins that would be okay, But that were alot of pennies, almost 500 coins, I had to run back to the car and dragged the new bag. Everyone was looking at me, and they thought i got alot of 25 cents or 10 cents, but it was a penny but almost 500 pennies.

I started to sweat and it was hot under the sun.

I was thinking that i should leave all that pennies and cash out the remain. But there were alot and I can't just leave it on the ground someone will fall of if they step on.. and everyone looked me some were laughing and someone thought that i was homeless or something.

took me 15 min to pick all the pennies and got in the store.

anyway, I dont care much cause it wasn't my coin, that was from my donut store.

There 10,000 Pennies and I got cash like $96.07

I gave to my boss and she gave me the tip 40$ :D hee hee so happy i can pay for gas :D

My New Cross-Fire AMD Gaming System

I start to build my first Computer by next month, and I expect to finish it by December this year.

It costs more than buying the bundle PC from Bestbuy, or circuitcity but I have the power to upgrade my machine to the next level.

That is just my basic gaming, and when i get more money I will replace the CPU AMD AM+ to the Phenom X4 and boost my RAM to 6 GB. Graphic card will be more than 2 GB ( 1GB x2) Dual graphic cards (cross-Fire or SLI)

I start with the cheap stuff and to make sure i won screw it up :D

here are the parts that I will order by this month.

My New Room in 3D

It looks like it is really big and space but it might be smaller than this picture.

I dont wanna spend alot of money to add more stuffs in my room , so i decide to reuse some old book shell and drawer.

One door is the entering door, and another is the closet. The Window is near my bed and I have to buy the bed frame.

I will put carpet on top of the old carpet on the floor to change the color. Also, I will buy a new computer chair which looks like the one in the picture.

Another Book shell that is at the corner. I plan to add wireless speaker on the ceiling but I need to mount it. I dont think my sister will allow me to mount anything.

I will do it by self to repaint the wall.

I dont know what else I have to do but i just dont wanna spend some money on anything else.

:D

It's really Boring Recently

I know That I m really bored and Lazy. I dont have my own space, and I dont have my computer desktop. Sometime, I download some new songs, play latest game, shop for car parts, and edit some photos. Right now, I can only play Jx2 on Toby's laptop and go to library.

I believe that I m going to be busy soon after I move to my new location. I know Im gonna miss my friends.
I will have a lot of thing to do when i get back in my private space.

I start to learn dream weaver, photo shop, Max OS 10 prof repair, Advance A+, and CCNA.
I have to force my self to hurry up and do what i have missed.

I hope I can get my New Dell XPS desktop or if Im bad lucky I will build my computer with cheap motherboard and AMD CPU again.

I dont know I will have time to meet you guy agian or not.. but I will try my best every week to visit you guy.

:D seth