What A day?

Today, I got up and I felt so good. I had breakfast with my mom, and said hi to my niece although she was sleeping.
I sent a text message to dear to inform about the weather outside because it was fog and wet. I worried that she might fell down while she went to school by bike.
Also, it was so cold and windy. Then, I went out with my mom to paint my new room and clean the new house. I spent time with my mom and talked to her a lot of things.
I wouldn't let her go back to Cambodia, I m going to miss her.
I didn't remember what time was it I received the text message from my dear that she hit someone and got hurt. I was in the room and coverd by white paint.
I can't reach my phone and I tried to text her back.
I will see her after this. Around 3 pm i took my mom back home and i dropped by the insurance company to pay the car insurance bill.

I arrived home I received a mail from Magic world. lolz, I was so happy, and i rushed out to see someone, I would like to thank. She is my lucky love. She is the one shows me the way.

I wanna go to see her, kiss, huge, and thank her. Lolz,,I drove pretty fast to meet her, because I m hungry. I wanna eat outwith her.

We went out to Subway," Eat Fresh" lolz, and went to Home Of depo, Wallgreen.
I didn't have much time i gotta go back to have dinner with mom.

All I wish were to spend sometime near her,,even one min, or two.

I wanna be close to her that was it.
However, gotta take her back home , she wanna go home. I drove back and dropped her.

On the way, I was driving 68 miles per hour on the busy traffic.

Suddenly, it was one Toyota Truck drove close behind me, I was abit in bad mood, cause of something,

She was flashing the high beam to me and it was many cars around. she couldn't move..i kept going the same speed because one car was in front of me.

Then she drove so close almost hit my car. I was thinking,, well, if u kept pushing me I would step on the brake, and let u hit me,,I dont care..

I was mad and more and more.. I couldn't cool down.. something was about to happen..

She passed me and she looked at me.. I looked back...
Then, My bad temper blew up...
I couldn't stop myself
I started to chase that truck. and I flashed my high beam plus HID light to her.. All the cars around me were changing lane to the give me the way..

Then, I drove close to her tail..She gave me the middle finger,..lozl and here we go again,,
I love that,
She tried to escape from me in the crowd time traffic 605.
i kept following without losing.. It was so crazy..I didn't know what i was doing.

The chase was on and I turned to other lane,,to make get the behind and tried to come back infront and my plan was to hit the hard brake in front of her. to make the big accident.

Lolz, well she saw me change to other,,she got off the exit so fast,,I got the exit too..and i kept chasing her on the local road..

She didn't know I was behind her while she got of the exit, she thought she lost me.

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Fuck it, never mind, I turned around and back to the local road and tried to cool down myself.
I managed my anger. and tried to hold it.
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I arrived home and get some rest.

I was thinking about,, my time before and my time right now.

Before i have a lot of free time personal time. right now,, i give up all my time.
I keep my time to help my mom, sister, and stay at home.

Before I used to go out,,alone,, shopping,, eating, alone. play soccer.. at home play counter-stirke..
Oh my life..

Now i never get back to that happy time.

A lot of things I gotta respon.

Another thing is, I try to give all my time to someone i love.

My personal and free time,,even i have it less than 1 hour,,,I still try to use that time to see my girl

I miss her,,all time,,
All I wish and want,,
To be close with her,

No matter what problem or stress, When i see her,, I feel release and cool down.

+==I just Wanna be close to you more and more===== I woudn't dare ask for anything..

I just wanna sit and look at u..that is it..

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The Waiting Moment " Aliyah, You Will be Alright" I will take you Home TOmorrow, "

It just happened 45 min ago, I didn't expect this could happen.
I was online MSN, and I came to my blog to post a new topic. I was about to write new topic about my next plan.
My sister received a phone call from her doctor about her baby condition after the blood test result this evening.
This evening I took my sister and her baby to visit a doctor and check up.
Her baby is fine, and she is strong.
We didn't expect anything or worry about her.
After leaving the hospital and gave the blood test, I headed to the gym and bought from snack for my sister.
We had dinner and had fun as normal.
Suddenly, the doctor called to my sister and they wanted to take the baby to the hospital for urgent treatment.

I was outside in the living room, and I didn't know what was wrong.
I saw my brother in law came out and told me that, he had to go to the hospital ASAP.

I was wondering what went wrong. First I thought about something in the blood result.

I didn't wait to ask for more. It was 9 PM and I just grab my car key again like I did on the day my sister delivered the baby.
I ran outside to start the car.

I saw my sister cried and huge the baby.
I was worry and I tried to explain about what might possible happen.

My mom and my brother in law were in the car, and we went to the hospital together.

I dropped them off in the emergency room, and then I drove off to find the parking space.

They all went up and inside, I was lost and I didn't know what room they were in.

They didn't let me use the cell phone inside the building.

I waited again in the waiting room where i waited on Wednesday 12th, " the day Aliyah was born", I felt upset and I tried to tell myself that She is okay. she left the last smile to me before she out of my car.

I pray for her. TOmorrow I will go to take you home.

I stil don know what is the result yet. Doctor just need to pay attention and take care of her.
They will release any information by tomorrow. My sister and mom came out, they came back home.

So Aliyah is in the special treatment room at the hospital.

God bless You,
Everyone waits for you to come back home.

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Good night All,

Wild Fire Screw Our Plan, But We still celebrated Our 1st month of Luv in town

Hai! Today, I have a lot of thing to say because my plan was screw up.

First of all, I made a plan to take heang to San deigo, La Jolla Beach and I asked for a day off on Sunday which is our 1st month that we have been together.

My plan was to take heang to a far nice place, and to make a reservation to the Japanese restaurant in Tustin. However, thing wasn't like my plan.

Wild fire in the North of Los Angeles area, Chino Hill, Brea, Yorbart Linda, Diamond Bar, became the major distraction to our trip to San deigo. I was upset because i wanted to spend the time with her since I was so busy lately.

Then, I left my work place early today to pick up her to have lunch in Santa Ana. I went to pick her at 11 am in the morning and we went to eat Pong thea Koun In Little Saigon Mall. We ate alot lolz, She ate 2 and I ate 2. Plus we ordered the sticky noodle, Thai Ice-tea and Duran smoothie .

After that, I was about to take to ride the boat in New Port beach and watch the Sea lion. Suddenly, I got a call from my sister that mom and my bro in law went to the new house.

They started to fix and clean up before we move in. I told my mom and bro in law that this morning I will be busy.

Yes, they didn't disturb me because they knew i would be tire after working in the early morning.

Also, I didn't want to change the plan and cancel our special day.
I was upset, and i didn;t know what to do.

I wanted to stay with heang today,,but i should go to help my mom too.

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Then, Lyheang told me that she wanted me to go and help my mom and bro in law today.
I was surprise but I really appreciate that.

I have to bring some water and food for my mom and my bro. They must be really tire. And how can I stand and go out without helping them.

I have to decide ! stay with heang for today or go to help my family.

I dont have much time.

Fortunately, my dear heang understands the problem and let me go to help my mom.
I m proud and i never thought of that.

I m sorry for today, things screw up my plan.

But I promise heang that I will be back by 4:30 pm to take her to the dinner.
I won give up my plan. I must take her out tonight..

Then, she let me go and I dropped off at her house.
I rushed to buy some food for my mom and went to my new house.

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When I arrived, I saw my mom and my bro were so tire. They were glad that i came.

Then, I asked them to get some rest because I brought them food.

I asked them what can I do today?

Paint the wall, ceiling , seal the hole on the wall. and Clean up.

While they had lunch. I started to grab the tool and rushed to start to work.

I felt so bad if I didn;t come to help. They really need my help..
I can't imagine and what to say to heang..

She helped me today,, clean the way..and show me the right way to do.

She understands and share the time for me to help family.

I know Family first. But I just asked for one day with her.

Still, i gotta do something..

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I have 3 hours to finish the work and rush to meet heang.

I started to paint the ceiling,. seal the broken hole on the wall.


It was the new thing i learn today. I was happy to help.

I started to paint the ceiling in my room. because I picked the white color.

I never thought painting job is really fun and cool.

:D At 4:40 pm I called to heang that im done and I will pick her up to have dinner.

I was happy to go back to meet her. I told my mom to go home and I won go home to have dinner te.

She went back home with my bro and i went to see heang.

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I never thought i could share the time so well today. even my plan wasn't like what I expected. But I have managed the time to help my family and accompany heang on our special day :D

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Today, when I arrived and helped my mom, I received the compliment from my mom that

She never thought i m a grow up man like this. She sent me to US and I have changed.

She is proud of me right now. She said I learn a lot and understand the situation. Know how to deal with problem and people.

She felt happy to see me like this.

I told her, I never knew too. I become like this and live until today because my parents made my way.

I told her, I m not seth or pros thom before.

I understand a lot. I have faced many life experience in US. I work, and I study. I help sisters,.

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:D Talk about meeting heang:

we went to New Port Beach, and Spent a fast dinner at Korean BBQ lolz,,,,
We have a lot of fun.

:D thank heang for understanding me today.

xxx

Seth

Good night all,

I will go back to gym tomorrow :D i missed it 2 weeks.
I have to be strong. I m busy but I will arrange my schedule again.
This week I have to finish painting in my room, and start to paint the living room.

:D fun job.

December 7 th I will move to the new location :D Buena Park City :D

see yar..

Am I really Difficult Person for You to understand?

Hai! I don't know, what to say, but ! feel sometime,, I tried my best but I dont know how to explain.

I give up everything,,i dont care,, I dont wish for anything, to exchange for something,or someone I love.

I stop asking for long time,, I stop dreaming, I stop controlling, I stop forcing??

Sometime, I stop telling someone to do this to understand because I hope, they will feel something about me.

Today, I'm speechless, I m not tired, I m not upset,,I'm not mad, but I have nothing to say.

Black Out in my brain.

I dont care about myself, I dont care what i have right now..I dont care I m sick, I dont care people laughing at me or looking me down.

I just pray for a true Love,and Happy Family.

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Love me as Who I am, What I have.

Being My friend, trust and respect me, I do the same to you.

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I wanna be alone, and forget anything. Thank mom and dad,, recently, u give me time and listen to me all time.

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I can't be perfect and give u anything but my dream to give you something I wanna give u,, is alway perfect.


Tonight, M out! I'm taking sometime out,,
Tomorrow I wil be fine

lovely niece " Aliyah Tevy Chan" was born yesterday

First of all, I would like to share some pictures that I got 10 min after she was born. Fresh New Hot photo :D

Name: Aliyah Tevy Chan
Weight: 7lb and 10 ouc
Size: 19" lolz longer than my monitor screen :D
A lot of hair :D cause my sister ate grape and banana.
Born on 11-12-2008 at 12:18 in the day time.
Sex: Female
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Here is the story on that night:

On Tuesday night, I took some fever medicine because i felt tire and I wanted to get enough sleep. Also, I didn't have to work on Wednesday and I went to bed abit late.
After talking on the phone with my father and brother in Cambodia, my sister and my brother in law went to bed late. They were talking about moving to the new house by next month.
I was sleeping and my mom went to be early.
My brother in Cambodia just told my sister that night that, it was his birthday today in Cambodia, November 12th 2008, which was 11th in USA. He told my sister that it would be great if she gave birth the baby tonight by the same time to his BD.
Everyone was laughing that Uncle wanted the niece to be born in the same BD lol,
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At 1 AM, Wednesday Night, I just slept for 2 hours, I heard the voice of my sister with my mom. My sister said, she might come tonight! cause the water is coming. My mom heard like that, she asked,, where is the water leaking,, she thought the toilet has the problem with the water. Lolz..

Then, my sister told her, the baby might come tonight, and Suddenly, I woke up, and everyone was running to grab clothes and stuff to pack. I jumped out of my bed, and got my shoes, i grabbed my car key and ran outside to get my car.

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I parked my car so far from my house, I almost fell down while i walked to get the car because of the sleeping pill had strong effect.
I managed to start the car and rush to my house.
Then, I thought everyone was loading in my sister car. I told them, get in my car faster.

Then, They got out and got in my car back. Because the Corolla which is my sister's car, ran out of gas.

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I drove 50 miles per hour from Long beach to Los Alamitos Hospital on Kettela and Cherry street.
I was worry that i would get pull over at night or, it not safe to drive really fast.

Then we arrived the hospital, they got my sister well prepare, and she went inside the room.
I was sending outside to wait in the waiting room.

It was 1:30 AM, cold and quiet.
I waited waited in the waiting room. I was about to fell down and sleep but I can;t/

Then, i texted to my father in Cambodia, and he replied to me,, to keep update.

He called me but i was sleeping on the chair, and i put my phone as silence mode.

They are not allow the cell phone in that area. it can affect the new born babe.

My mom came out and told me, she still can't give the birth right now.
Then we kept on waiting.

I waited and watched TV, tried not to sleep.
I really tire, then my brother in law came out to tell me,, i should go to sleep in the car.

After that, I went in the car at 5 am morning, and it was really cold. I started the car and turned on the heater.

I slept until 6 am, and got up because it was so hot in my car. I didn't turn off the heat. I was almost fried up in the car. Lolz,,i almost killed myself. so stupid.

I got up and the sun is shining.
I ran up to the hospital and check, my mom Came out and told me,, still the babe won come out..

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We started to worry, for the babe and my sister. We prayed and I called to my dad to tell me to sleep and get some rest.
I waited again in the waiting room until 8 AM morning. it has been 7 hours since she got inside.

my mom told me to get back home and get some rest,'also bring some food for them.

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I headed back home, and took shower. Then, I went back to the hospital.
I waited again and again.
Until 10 AM, Still could get any result.

We started to worry more. and more. i went out to get something to eat and took my other sister to eat too.
We all tired.

It was 12:30, I got a phone call from my bro in law, that " Aliyah is coming out to the world"

I rushed out from the Pho vietnam restaurant , to see her face lolz,,

Thank god, i went back to hospital, and took my mom to have lunch and dropped my second older sister to take care my big sister.

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Then, i went to see her face, she smiled while sleeping lolz,, ha haa

I said! What took u so long huh! 11 hours,, u scare us, lolz

Finally she is safe and my sister too..

:D

I called to heang to tell her,,and sorry that i couldn't meet her that day,
I was about to take her to eat something and study.

But family moment happen :D,

Sorry honey, This Sunday I will take you to a nice place and far far away.

Sorry, Mr, Wednesday missed this Wednesday lolz,..

I miss her, and I m going to see her today and Sunday :D

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Thank everyone for reading this.

:D

Zombie Old man Got busted!

I got 4 min to say something to day... Before the flu pill is taking effective.
Well, I know that i keep saying Im sick all day,, all week, all time. When you know me more, U will hear me saying tire and sick.

Well, seriously I got sick again, I was really tired today.
I worked 5 days in the row and i kept trying to get up at 4 am to go to work.
finally, tomorrow is wednesday and I can get some rest. However, I gotta finish something.

Today, it was raining, and as you know I really hate raining season.
I got flu again even I had flu shot last three weeks.

This morning when i got off from work, I went back home to have lunch with my mom. then, I went to school to request my official transcript and change my SSID.
Then, after doing all those things, I went to tea station to see her, and dropped her off because she wanted to study for tomorrow exams.

I was really sleepy and tired early because I took 5 pills but i dont know all of that pill.
I just knew that it made me sleepy because flu pill will make us sleepy,.

No matter what, I tried to get green tea and spend sometime with her, cause i miss her.

I came back home and had dinner with my mom. and i took another 5 pills before i went to bed.
I guessed it would be 10 pills in 4 hours.

I just did nothing and watched the election result ( finally Obama elected president) Cool.. everything has changed.

I got a message from her, sudden, that someone came to tea station and annoying her.
I knew that was that guy before that we met at the mall.
He tried to know her.

I replied back and asked what happen. it was quiet and i didn't delay i was rushing to my car. and hit the fastest speed i can.. too bad ( my accord is too old huey just 160 hp) won fast.

I knew that she might stuck in the middle of situation that she can;t reply my message when he was there.

So lame! it took me 16 min from Long beach to South street tea station.
It was the worst record ever for me. I made the fastest time from Long beach to Korean town in LA just 20 min ( it was my friend'car Accord 6 speed sport 270 HP) really fast in the traffic area.

But this time,, i was really suck. I was late. I couldn't see clearly cause the pill started to show some effect.
I can't even hit 100 mph, I just kept on 85 mph. It was just 8:30 pm but it was dark early.

Well, When i arrived it was just late.. I was planning to bust that guy ass and offend him directly. I dont care he knew my friend or not.

I dont care anymore. Well.. just only say,, but i was late. I arrived she came out.

" I realized that I can;t be there when she need me there all time" I shouldn't have left her alone."
I knew that I can't be that one person who always there for her"

I can't even online late at night, cause lazy ass like me,, always sleep early

I knew i really weak and sick alot.. because i work so hard and didn't get enough sleep.

I live until today because of medicines. Like she said! my birthday this year,,,she will give me a medicine. WOW,, that sweet? mean she scare that i will die.

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After dropping her home, I drove slowly back home to pick up my sister from school.
On the way,,I was busted by the cop, because my car's headlight wasn;t on. on side.

He just stopped me and asked about my car light.
I turn it off and on again. It worked fine. he just asked for my ID and car registration.

then he looked me , i told him i was so tire today. and then he left me go.

so lame!
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anyway, just feeling upset,and blame my self.

time to get up and act strong.

stop being lazy.

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so tired, today,,, tired of working and flu are okay..but,, my mind is so tired and lost hope.

never mind tomorrow i wake up and everything will be just fine.

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love her all time.
i had 6 girl friends before,, but,she is the one!

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The one i will spend my new year with,,the one who will be with me on valentise,

Cause all 6 before,,non of them,, spend anything with me,, new year or valentise,, believe it or not! u will see.

Vote No on Prop 8 for our friends :D

here is the story! i found this video and I cant stop laughing ! lolz..

This is the Video that Cham,,(jian) requested Ramy before he went to UCLA.
Cham was the camera man, and ramy is the emo kid.

It took place at LBCC :D watch everyone.. I think I better put the song in this video,,it will be funny.

guess what song should we put in ?? to match this video..

The new UCLA star lolz,

so, If anyone can vote! please Vote no on Prop 8,,which mean,, allow same sex marriage :D heehee

No wonder Cham, doesn't look for gf,,cause he looks for bf :D jk..